My heart's a stereo.

I miss you so much................................. Baby... Where are you....

我的亲爱的你怎么不在我身边

If distance is the only barrier between us. It will be so wasted. Maybe I really should fucking move on. I will try to stop myself from loving you. I will try my best not to think of you, I will try my best not to remind myself that actually part of me will always love you. I will slowly forgot that I actually love you and I will forgot the memories we had together. I miss everything. If I can't forget, I will bury it deeply down my heart until someone that is special enough for me to give you up and really move on. If not I will always stuck at this state. I don't blame you for this but I blame myself for not choosing and making my choices correctly. But if I can use a time machine once, I will still return to that time when we were so sweet, before we even get together, before you give up on Pearlina. And I will certainly stop at that time when we're working at creative. :/

That sucks. -_-

Okay. So I'm suppose to meet Pearlina and she take forever. So I can't be bothered already. I'm just gonna stay at home. -.- I'm kinda pissed. Mother fu****. LOL. -.--------- Whatever fuck. Two papers down three more to go! Will be working tomorrow. Argh...

I need the courage to tell you everything...

Worked yesterday for the first time. Its tiring. Tsk. Oh well. This song is really meaningful. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm waiting for. Its time for me to move on but I just can't let go yet....

Happy day, oh yes!

I'm so satisfied with the questions they gave for G101 today. HAHHAHAH But i don't think I can pss. I think I anyhow whack but oh well. Its over. One paper down and four to go. I will work hard okay mom and dad! AHAHHAHAH!!! Yes ah! Happygirl94. Lastly, SHE'S FUCKING HOT!

If you're reading, do pass with flying colours okay! Jiayou. ♥

Screwed...

Well.... I'm not suppose to expect anything from you. So stop pinning hopes on you and hope that something will happen. I don't know if I'm not good enough for you or its just you... Maybe someday, I may realise that 'Oh actually I don't have to miss you so much and you're just some fucking jerk.' But seriously, if that really happens, I hope that it happens now. Oh well. I'm still missing you, I'm still loving you. I lost my whole world and my whole world is you. If I know any ways to get back to how we used to, I will do anything just for that to happen... I guess its too late. Its a fact that you don't love me anymore.

I miss you so much, kill me please.

I feel so.... Useless. I think I'm weak and I don't know how to handle such problems. Should be.... I never met such problems before... Sigh.... Why ah why.... I will be there for you no matter what happens. I love you.

That's all I can say. I miss you.

When I got bored...

Went to Harbourfront Centre for interview with Caszella and there'll be a trial tomorrow morning at 11. So excited, can't wait to start work. Was quite a day today. I hope I can finish OB by today and sleep early. I wanna be energetic tomorrow! I must get employed! ARGH! JIA YOU! WOO! Going to study with GJ and his friends on sunday. That's kinda weird but oh well. Must study. HAHHAHAHA

Love your books.

Okay, so now is the study period and everybody is starting to study like mad dogs. I shall start studying too cause I know if I don't score well, I will be dead. I will have to retake the stupid modules and waste my time... Soooooooooooooooooooooo! I came out with a solution. WHICH IS TO LOVE THE THINGS I HAVE TO STUDY! Okay, I know its lame but ohwell, in order to know them well, you have to make friends with them. They look dead but just psyco yourself that 'oh actually they're fucking interesting and I think we should be great friends but once the UTs are over, I'm so gonna ignore you okay? DEAL!' LOL.

Enough of fun and should start mugging NOW. Yes, I'm awake. Shall work real hard next sem if I can promote or something. Please let me promote. ): I think I had given my parents enough disappointments... Sorry mom and dad. I love you both and I will work hard. Jia you! *HUGS*

When those memories are like tattoos...

Finally there's a study break. Shall really really really study for my exams. Its time I start to work hard for my UT3. I had been rotting since morning. Shit. -_- Well, I'm lazy. But whatever. Okay. So let's plan swee swee and do it! HEHHEHE!

Was kinda distracted... Maybe those memories are trying to tell me something but I just don't know which. Stay put or move on. Yeah, I lied. 'I moved on, what about him?' That's what I always say. But I don't mean it. I'm lying to myself. Lying to people around me. I hope he'll move on and... Ya. Just move on. Although I rather be suffering in a relationship, the other party won't think the same way. What's yours will always be yours, what's not yours will never be yours. Maybe he'll return, maybe he'll not. But I just want him to be happy.He seems happy, isn't it? Sometimes, I really hate him for giving me those sweet memories. However, this is the best prove for the love I gave him. Its all worthwhile and will always remain this way. I...... still love you.

Having a hard time.......

I had a hard time forgetting you. I'm sorry. Went to SX's house and overnight there. Meet Pearlina and Glenson yesterday... Talked to Pearlina over it and she thinks its all not worth. Oh well. Emo songs over and over again. Went mac to have some fries and cough like nobody's business cause of the pepper iI added in the chilli. Jia li hai lah huh. Stupid. Argh, as I said. I'm not myself. Had been really really really quiet in class. Not myself at all. Sigh... Whatever. FML

Dear Della....

Today was a bad day. The faci is just simply too annoying. :( Whatever. She seems to always forget to take her medication on Fridays... Was very moody today. Sigh. When will I get back to my normal self? Never? Sigh. :( I miss you so much. But I won't tell you that cause.......... I know you make the right choice. As long as you're happy. Today, I realize... You don't have to do anything special to make me happy. As long as you're around, there's no reason why I shouldn't smile. That's love, Baby. Even though we're just friends now, that won't stop me from loving you. If one day I stop loving you, what will you do? :/ Ignore? Or will be like, 'Oh okay.'? :/ Sigh. 


You'll never be mine, again. 

Broken.

Okay, back to blogging. So... School sucks. Like always. Life is kinda screwed. Everything is not in place. Relationships, people come and go, what for get so serious over it? Well, if everybody thinks this way, everybody will end up getting themselves hurt if they finally find one that they can really entrust themselves with. People don't just come and go. They leave scars and tracks in your heart. Remind you that you shouldn't repeat the same mistake. In a relationship, the most important thing is the Trust. If there's no trust, I don't see why people should continue. It will only make both parties miserable. Choices, many choices. Break ups are normal and everybody will be like, 'Yeah, I got over it and moving on.' That used to applies to me but... When you met someone that is so so so special to you, you just can't say that or even lie to yourself that you're okay. Yeah, I felt the pain. 17 years in my life. Finally I know what Love really felt like. The times we had spent together are still so vivid in my mind. One day, they might fade but its okay. In my heart, they never fade. They'll always be buried deep down my heart. Yeah, you made the right choice, just be happy. I can only watch you from afar. There's nothing I can do now. If you're sad, I can only see and get sad over it. If you're happy, I'll be happy for you too. If you're angry, I don't know how to calm you down. No matter what, I can only watch and keep everything to myself. Love is such a complicated thing. It is wonderful but it can be hurtful at the same time. It hurts more than million knifes stabbing you at the same spot continuously. Tears can no longer represent the pain I have to undergo. They might say I love the wrong person, they might say I'm dumb. Whatever. But as long as I know I didn't regret, it's worthwhile. I can't imagine you with other girls. It just kills me inside. I love you and all I can say is... I never thought of giving you up. You're all I ever wanted and forever will never have. I had you once. But.... Who loves to share... Nobody loves to share. I hate sharing things. Pin no hope. That's it. I shall write no more. Memories, will never die.

My world will always be black, white and grey...

I knew it.

Time flies. Its already end of June. Has been partialling like nobody's business since school starts. I feel bad about it and kinda worry that i won't be able to promote. Oh well. I shall update more often next time. Yeah man

好马不吃回头草.

Holiday sucks

FML

Okay, seriously, today is so not my day. In the morning when I woke up, had a terrible headache. When walking to the bus stop, the fucking weather turns bad and it started drizzling. When we reached the interchange, we fucking missed the bus. When I reached school, I can't manage to squeeze into the fucking lift. When I start lesson, I can't fucking concentrate cause I'm too fucking tired. When our team doing worksheet, I'm fucking lost. Although I manage to finish the worksheet, I still don't understand what am I suppose to do today. When doing ppt, I can't help it but got distracted easily. I swear that today is the worst day I had ever spent in that fucking school. This fucking module makes me go fucking mad and fucking stress. Okay, nvm. When we presenting, it become fucking cui. When going home, I walk to the bus stop at the opposite road with Qi Qi. Then, we wait for fucking 25 minutes. So we decided to walk further to another bus stop. We waited for fucking 10 minutes and fortunately, the bus came. But my friend fucking manage to squeeze into the fucking bus. Sua. Like that lah. So I wanted to walk to the another bus stop. THEN I FUCKING WALKED THE WRONG DIRECTION AND I FUCKING WALKED FROM WOODLANDS TO ADMIRALTY. MOTHER FUCKER. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I GOT SO SUAY AFTER SCHOOL. KNNBCCB. &@^#*&^@(*%$*. CAN'T STOP CURSING AND SWEARING. CCB. Okay, so I took the fucking escalator up to take the fucking MRT and I fucking missed the MRT. It left right at the moment I step onto the fucking platform. Nb. So when the next train come, I DIE also must get in. After the whole bus trip, I reached home at about 6.40. CCB! I LEFT MY CLASS AT 4.50 I REACHED HOME AT 6.40. NB! ALMOST 2 FUCKING HOURS TO GET HOME. WTF. AND SERIOUSLY, YOU FUCKING SPOIL MY DAY. PLEASE GO AND DIE, I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU! CAUSE YOU ARE MORE DUMB THAN THE BIRD IN MY FUCKING BRAIN YOU FUCKER. _l_

Fail.

HAPPY VESAK DAY!!!! :D

So ya, I thought I can actually update every single day but I always give excuses to myself saying that 'oh, yeah, had a long day. Tomorrow. Tomorrow.' Which is bullshit. LOL. Was not busy with my school work but busy going out with friends. Went lots of places. Hmmmmm.... Let me recall. Went out with Fazira, Dorene, Pearlina(only for a day. ._.) and Hubby. Yeah. I can't exactly remember where I went. :/

14 May 2011
Went to Indoor stadium and accompany Hubby. Dinner with family after that.

15 May 2011
Rot at home. -_-

16 May 2011
Went out with Fazira!!!!!! :D We went Town. Yay. And had Gong Cha. WOOHOO! :3

17 May 2011(Today)
Stayed overnight at Suxian's house yesterday night. Ate supper. Omg, which was soooooooo fattening. Rot there the whole day actually. Oh well. Yeah. Hope tomorrow will be a great day for me~

Happy advanced birthday hubby ♥

Basically, I enjoyed my day. (: Woke up at about 10 this morning. Went over to JP to buy the wrapping paper for his present. At first, I was damn lost cause I don't know where;s Popular. So I went to the top floor and slowly walked down. WA! TIRING SIA. SERIOUSLY. WTH! Okay, so after everything, took bus to his house. But before telling him to come down, I tried to wrap the present but the wind was too big. And there's no table at the void deck. I can only sit at the bench and wrap it. :( Which was damn damn damn fail. :/ In the end, I only tie one ribbon and that's it. HAHAHHAHAHHA! :x But the ribbon is nice lor! Called him down and fetch me. Helped his mom awhile and continue to watch tv after that. Ate steamboat at about 3 or 4. Continue to watch tv while he and his friends play taidi. I think. Wa! His aunt gave him the shirt I wanted to buy lor!!! BB SHIRT! T.T Nvm, I shall buy that someday. Herh. Well, all went into his room awhen his mom's friends came. He opened all his presents and I'm not very sure he like the present I bought for him. Cause his expression too confusing. LOL. Ate again after that. Watch tv again. Lucky there's coke. HEHHEHEHHE!!!! Coke rocks. LOL.Collect the cake at about 8.30pm. If I'm not wrong. The cake taste awesome! Ate agar agar. They played mahjong and his dad drive me home, he came along too. Aiyo, overall, I enjoy jiu dui liao. He's going to work tomorrow and monday... Sadded... :/ Goodnight.

Better than the best. (Y)

Okay, saturday is a boring day. So is sunday. :/ Went to meet Dorene and Yi Rou at Bp interchange and went to IMM. BOUGHT MY JUSTIN BIEBER LIAO!!! WEEEEE!!! DAMN HAPPY LAH!!! HEHHEHEHEHEHHE!!!! Okay, then walk walk there and we went to the oultlets and see see.... Overall, boring. Then went Vivo to have a walk and to buy gong cha. :) When we reach there, the queue is damn damn damn long. So we walk all around, GAP, F21, Toy outpost, phone shops to see case. :) Dorene left early cause she heading down to her grandma house for dinner. Walk around with Yi Rou and bought Show's album. Woo!!! HAPPY MAN! Bought two album in a day. :D HEHHEHEHEHE!!! When hubby came to meet me, he's kinda mad cause I bought the album. So I told him 'cause 30000 mah...' :/ Okay, nvm. We went to buy phone case and walked to bus stop to take bus till orchard. :) While waiting for the bus, he kinda scold me cause I anyhow spend my money.... Sorry.... Then when we reach far east, we went AES. OMG, I'M SO GONNA BUY THE PURPLE SHIRT AT STAGE! DAMN NICE! JB COLOUR! WOOOO!!! Okay, back to AES. Then Ion after that. For his Uniqlo. Cheh! Eh? Ya, correct. He only manage to buy two and he bought the third one at 313's Uniqlo. A bit fan over his birthday present though. Must buy a nice nice nice nice watch for him. :) Yeah. Woo! Ate dinner at Food Republic. For the first time. LOL. Took bus after that. had some private time and home after that. He missed the last bus and he took taxi. Which is..... Quite ex. Er.... Ya. Okay, I think I should somehow hypnotise myself and say $15 is very very very ex. :/ So ya, talked on the phone while he's walking to JP to meet his parents. He saw a lot of watches on the way up, I guess. If I'm not wrong. Hmmmm.... Yeah, so when his parents are out, I hang up and contiune with my update. HAHAHAHHA1!! Overall, nice day. HAHHAHHA!! GOODNIGHT!

If only....

I swear!

Woke up about 8 plus today, but for the first time, I went back to sleep. HAHHAHAHA!!! Until about 10, my mom screamed at me cause I still haven't wake up yet. -.- Its just waking up at about 10 what. What's wrong? Zzzzzz.... Ate my brother's birthday cake as breakfast. :x Like fattening only. Went to have lunch with family at about 11.30 cause I can't finish copying my notes. Hardworking right.... I rarely do that okay.... When we got back, mom & dad went out. ._. Left me and oi alone at home. Actually I'm suppose to reach the bus stop at 1.30. But in the end, I reach about 2. :x If I'm not wrong. Hubby even walked till somewhere near my house. (Sorry lah....) I thought he would be late, cause he say 'I sure late'. LOL. I hought Dorene would be late also cause.... She's never early. LOL....

I think Dorene talk to hubby until she pek chek ah. And she keep give the can't-be-bothered face. Missed the first 960 cause its too full already. I don't know why will have so many banglas. Or maybe Indian. Aiya, can't differentiate which is which lah. LOL. I'm not being racist. ZZZ. Waited quite long for the next one. Saw lots of 190 lor... Then Dorene say 'see! we should go orchard first!'. LOL.. Okay, so we went to Bugis first and on the bus, we saw a couple and seriously, the girl very.... -_- Her figure is hot lah but her face..... Hmmmmmm..... And she keep touch her bf when the bf was like moving further and further from her. Cheh. Wth. And why the hell she stare at my bf? Zzzz. Your bf not good looking enough? Or not tall enough? _l_ Dorene thinks she's disgusting too. Know what's this call? Great minds think alike. (Y)

Alight at the bus stop in front of bugis juntion. Walked to the overhead bridge and bought KOI. WOOOO!!!! Me and hubby share one big cup. Honey green tea. Taste more honey than green tea though. Then walked to Bugis street to walk walk. Wa, hate it when its so crowded lor! People mountain people sea ah! Quite irritated with it cause the people there keep bua bua bua. >:( Left there about 15 or 20 minutes later cause I seriously can't stand it. I can't breathe! Walked to Bugis Juntion and hubby talk to his sisters ah. Uncountable. -.- Head to the bus stop at the back and went down to Orchard. Went Ion and walk awhile. Wait, let me think... Where we went first ah? AH! Uniqlo. Is it? NO! We went to find toilet first! I can't really remember where we went when we reached there. But I remember we went to Fred Perry (while waiting for Dorene) F21, Uniqlo, GAP. Dorene went to activate her ez-link card so I shun bian activate also. HEHEHHEHE!!! After Dorene went off, we went to 313 I think. Went all over the place lah. Can't really remember exactly. I remember we went to Taka to find Qiao Rong, Heeren for Fourskin and Sexy Diamond, 313 for HMV, Uniqlo, WA for Sony don't know what, Plaza Sing for Toy outpost and pasta mania, Scape for Stage, Cineleisure for BFF. I got real mad because of his so call 'say say only mah' things. -.- It seriously pissed me off. If anger makes noise, it'll be damn noisy then. -.- So guys are all like this or he's the only one whose like that? Who the hell will say those things in front of their gf? Zzz. 'Don't angry lah.' shall not work on me next time. -.- Too bad, I get jealous easily. Don't blame me for that. You make it hard for me to trust you. SERIOUSLY. I don't know what's real what's not. Aiya, blood boil when I think of it. -.- Not that I want to make him irritated or what. But I just can't control mah. I'm damn damn damn f up just now. ZZZ. Nvm, ren is just bull shit. -.- Okay, back to it. He send me till 213, had some private time... And headed home after that. Okay, I shall continue no more. ZZZ. Goodnight everybody.

Lesser...

Start school, boring. Tiring, sick of it. Well, lesser and lesser... And lesser...

18 April...

Had been going out with hubby for the past 4 days! Omg. Its tiring but.... I enjoyed my day. Or should I say, days. Hmmm.... Don't feel like updating. Update some time later.

Other half ♥

Day out with my baby. :D Very very happy! HHEHEHHEHE! Although he's late ah. Cause of some basketball match and discalculations. but I don't blame him lah. Since I'm the one who's always late. :x Went to Plaza Sing first cause I planned to catch a movie. And.... WE WATCHED NEVER SAY NEVER 3D!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Wa, he's damnnnnnnnnnnn cute! Serious. I used to dislike him. But I guess... I just joined the belibers. EHHEHHEHE. :x Feel like buying his shirt. Oops. Hope my baby won't mind, ask him to join me. HAHAHAHHAHA! Anyway, the movie starts at 4. So we went to buy Eskimo and the mango green tea seriously taste very very weird! Baby bought.... what pudding thing. LOL! Don't know is my face funny or because we look funny. The staff is like talking among themselves and keep laugh and giggle. -.- Very funny? Zzzzz. Walked to Cinelesure to buy BFF!!! YAY! Macho cheese. Forever Macho cheese! But this time he want to separate the sauce and the fries. A litttle troublesome cause need to take out this and that then put back this and that. Aiyo. Baby went to buy KFC and he intend to smuggle it into the theatre. He succeed though. The movie is niceeeeeeeee. Not much 3D effects but overall, NICE. N I C E!!! SERIOUS. Went to walk around and realised that its raining cats and dogs outside. Baby went lan to play Dota and he's like f*** f*** f***. ._. Oh well. :/ Went to the top of orchard centre and the view is damn........................................................... *thumbs up* That's all I can say. Kinda wet cause of the rain. Hmmmmmm.... Then went to eat cold stone. Baby can't stop shaking cause of the music. Okay. Dancing, not shaking. LOL. Walked to the bus stop while eating the ice cream. :3 Oreo overload but chocolate flavour, not vanilla. :D So I told him : 'It taste like frozen chocolate milk.' o.o not kidding. Shall bring him to go and try coldrock next time. (: When we finish, we saw 190 and the bus driver totally ignored him cause he was not looking at. -_- ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. nvm. Board 700A and the bus was sooooo shaky. I don't really dare to just hold on to baby cause I scared he fall. :x He told me about the Sanctum movie and it sounds real boring. ._. Sit at the void deck awhile and went home without sending him to the bus stop... Sorry baby.... Overall!!! I ENJOYED TODAY! YAY! Thanks baby. ♥

I love you, baby. ♥

都是你...

想着你不用怀疑
 

两个人走道了尽头 最后在一起
 

没有你 我活不下去
 

给我动力让我慢慢的呼吸
 

我们两人要永不分离
 

要彼此爱惜对方不要放弃
 

唱到了着我开始哭泣
 

寂寞的我最需要你

想着你...

我想着你  到无法呼吸

想着我们在一起的记忆

回到哪里  都充满回忆

在这等着的我  没有停止想你

我在这里  你在哪里

有没有好好  照顾自己

亲爱的你  快到我怀里

唱着我们的歌  一起旅行

Fun fun fun :3

Thanks for the plaster baby!  ♥

Sigh, going off to Malaysia tomorrow... Why so fast.... :( But nvm. At least I get to see my baby today. :) Went Clementi to meet him. We waited for the guy at the don't know what shop to repair his friend's psp. He can't stop saying Pokemon as we're like looking at the games. Still got black and white version. BAHAHAHHHA! Crap. ._. Bought KOI after he's done. Saw his parents and I don't know how should i react. :/ Had a walk in Clementi mall. If I'm not wrong. Newly open sopping mall. Hmmm... Went straight to level 2 and its quite..... Empty. And and and, like mini vivo. HAHHAHHA! Went Challenger to see the camera he planned to buy.I don't know the sales person blind or wire jiap sa la. Show us one very ugly camera and still can tell us young people like this kind of camera. C'mon lah, its ugly okay. More like old people will buy. Zzzzz. Still por my bf say he wear the ring will look like lao ah gua. -.- He already look very ah gua without the ring. Zzzzzzzzz.

Went down and walked one round. When we going up to level one, we saw his parents again. HAHAHAH! And so his mother was like talk to him when he is moving up and she moving down. Who call my bf so polite, still took the escalator down to ask what she's trying to say. But in the end, his parents didn't wait for him and walked away. Still did catch up and talk to her though. :)

Took bus to IMM and when we're on bus 106, if I'm not wrong, I dn't know how my baby stand and the door just happen to open and cause his shoes to have scratch. :( Went Guardian to buy plaster cause of my blister. But he say must compare price, so we went over to Watsons. HAHHAHAHHA! Then went to compare price and stuff for the camera again.

About 3.30, we start to walk to mrt station cause I have to attend piano class. Then.... I didn't know there's actually a shortr way to the class and I brought him walk oneeeeeeeeee big round around the condo. :x Can see he's real tired... Sorry baby. :( Reach there in time and waited for my turn. I keep tempt him to buy 220 instead of 115. BAHAHHAHAHHA! But like paying more for the colour and the shape only. ._. When I'm done with my lesson, he showed me the shorter way and  was like, 'HUH?! SO SHORT ONLY?!' F A I L. LOL.

Got down a City Hall and bought BFF at RCSC. Macho cheese!!!! YAY!!!! There's soooooooooo many escalators ad all short short one. Piang eh. Can like have Iluma those kind not?! HAHAHHAHA!!! :x Went to Suntec city to check the price and stuff again. Happy happy happy! :D So bascially, we spend the rest of the time checking the price and stuff lah. OHYA! WE BOUGHT POPCORN!!! Garrett poporn. Almond caramel is damn nice.Seriously. :3

Went over to the convention hall for the fair thingy. In the end, we went back to suntec city and he decided to buy it there. :) He's happy. :) No appetite to eat and sooooooo... In he end, we went kopitiam to eat. No, should be he eat only. Was quite sian at that point of time cause.... I'm leaving tomorrow.... :/ Today I mean. Its alreayd 4 April. :/ After he's done, we walked to Marina Square to take bus. Nearly got lost. Lucky he know how to walk to Explanade. :) Mentioned someone he really really shouldn't. :/ I'm so gonna hate her man. _l_ Okay, nvm. Then... Took 960 home. Was quite a day lah And spend some private time with him at the park... Was real sad cause I have to prepare a lot of crayons. Must be enough for 5 fcuking days and thanks for sending me home baby. :) Guess you're real tired. Although you didn't say... Hmmmm.... Will miss you a lot. :( Goodnight. :(

OHYA! I FORGOT TO MENTION ONE VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT THING! When we're at IMM, he actually helped me put the plaster you know! DAMN SWEEEEEEEEEEEEET! And he squat down and help me with it. T-T SO NICE RIHGT?!?!?!? And When we board the MRT, he helped me paste properly! Squat down again! WA! THIS KIND OF BF NA LI ZAO! I don't know why cannot put chinese characters. Lousy. Tsk. SERIOUSLY, WHERE TO FIND SUCH A GOOD BF!!!!!! I'M SO BLESSED. GOD BLESS ME. ♥

You're always in my heart, baby... ♥

Really really bored.

Time files. Its already 3rd April.... I don't wanna go school!!!!!!! :( Anyway, today was quite a boring day. Went over to Dorene's house and wait for her to prepare. She ate chicken rice for her lunch and off to Far East. Like nothing de leh... Aiyo... Just bored jiu dui liao lah. Tsk. Don't feel like updating. LOL. Goodnight.

April fool

Meow meow meow! LOL! Kinda boring to say hi everytime. ._. Went Vivo today with Yong Xin, Hong Yi, Jonathan and Terence. While waiting for the couple, we went to eat dessert(which totally taste horrible and don't have my favourite yam paste!?). Mu Fang brought her friend along with her. But I don't know why, she got mad and leaving me, Terence and Jonathan in the room. We didn't know what exactly happened but she just stomp out of the room. D: After awhile, the couple came. The atmosphere at that time was soooooooooo awkward. Omg. After the crazy 4 hours, everybody was quite hngry. I'm craving for lots of local dishes. :3 At first i suggest that we should eat Pasta Mania. But they're like 'HUH?!'. So forget it lor.... Went to Kopitiam and eat. They can't stop saying that I'm behave a small kid. ZZZ. Do I really behave like a small kid? Ya i'm short but... Argh!?!?! Okay. Nvm. Went to Candy Empire cause I feel like eating chocolate. Have been missing my baby for like.... about.... 27 hours? Oooooooooooo, that's a lot. Hahhhahahha! Okay, back to it. Was really tired today. My legs are really tired. Took Mrt till woodlands and took 966 home with Yong Xin. :) Yeah. Miss baby a lot. Espeacially when Terence was singing Show Luo's songs, wa..... :( Must prepare crayons already. Standby. HAHAHHAHA! Must cherish every minute every second when we meet up. :) Okay, that's all! Goodnight everybody!

OH SHIT! I MISSED OUT ONE PLACE! Went to Best Denki to check out the price of the cameras baby is interested in, nearly forgot. Omg. HAHHAHAH! After that THEN we took Mrt home. :)

Thank god for bringing you to me. I love you, baby.

Mr Sun :)

I don't know if I should say today is a happy one, or an angry one. Quarrelled with mom early in the morning. Which totally spoils my mood. Then went down to West Mall to get the rest of my pay. Was real bored cause either I choose to go home, or I stay there. Told Baby about it and he suggest if I wanna go over to his house not. So, I went down. He made me feel much much muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh better. (: Realised something today. He's really really really into Show Luo. ._. O H M Y G O D. HAHHAHAHHAH! Kinda shocking. And when he sings, all I can say is F A N T A S T I C! :D (I'm not lying. -_-) Left his house around 5.30. Took bus till mrt station and head down to West Mall AGAIN. Stayed awhile and went home. I must maintain and update everyday. No matter how busy I'm. Ah shit. I won't be bringing my laptop to Malaysia. So won't be updating between those days. Will update asap. Will miss Baby a lot a lot man. :( *sniff sniff*


Thanks for brightening my day baby. Love you always. ♥

Love is great.

HEY! Omg, I didn't update for soooooooooo long. My god. Okay. Where do we start? Hmmmm.... Okay, I worked at West Mall for about 3 weeks and got tired of it. So I went to find nother job. CREATIVE. :3 HEHEHHEHEH!!! It's fun working there. Is more like slacking than working. Seriously. Waiting for my pay... hehehhehehe. Get to know a lot of friends there and... HAHAHHAHA! Thanks to Creative, I get to know my bf there. :) Had a great day today. He meet me at Bp lrt station and we went to take 700. Alight at Far East and after that.... (Trying to recall every single place and shop we went today...) Okay, maybe I shall not post about that. I'm selfish. Don't wanna share here. Hehehehheh! Ya, all I can say is we went orchard and I had a great great time! Lastly, I love you baby! I'll be there for you always. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Fresh start

Go to hell. (Y)

New year, fresh start.

Plan to go open house today. But not very sure what time. I'm boredddddddddddddddddddddddddd. :/ What about you? HHHAHHAHAH! I'm boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. :/