My heart's a stereo.

I miss you so much................................. Baby... Where are you....

我的亲爱的你怎么不在我身边

If distance is the only barrier between us. It will be so wasted. Maybe I really should fucking move on. I will try to stop myself from loving you. I will try my best not to think of you, I will try my best not to remind myself that actually part of me will always love you. I will slowly forgot that I actually love you and I will forgot the memories we had together. I miss everything. If I can't forget, I will bury it deeply down my heart until someone that is special enough for me to give you up and really move on. If not I will always stuck at this state. I don't blame you for this but I blame myself for not choosing and making my choices correctly. But if I can use a time machine once, I will still return to that time when we were so sweet, before we even get together, before you give up on Pearlina. And I will certainly stop at that time when we're working at creative. :/

That sucks. -_-

Okay. So I'm suppose to meet Pearlina and she take forever. So I can't be bothered already. I'm just gonna stay at home. -.- I'm kinda pissed. Mother fu****. LOL. -.--------- Whatever fuck. Two papers down three more to go! Will be working tomorrow. Argh...

I need the courage to tell you everything...

Worked yesterday for the first time. Its tiring. Tsk. Oh well. This song is really meaningful. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm waiting for. Its time for me to move on but I just can't let go yet....

Happy day, oh yes!

I'm so satisfied with the questions they gave for G101 today. HAHHAHAH But i don't think I can pss. I think I anyhow whack but oh well. Its over. One paper down and four to go. I will work hard okay mom and dad! AHAHHAHAH!!! Yes ah! Happygirl94. Lastly, SHE'S FUCKING HOT!

If you're reading, do pass with flying colours okay! Jiayou. ♥

Screwed...

Well.... I'm not suppose to expect anything from you. So stop pinning hopes on you and hope that something will happen. I don't know if I'm not good enough for you or its just you... Maybe someday, I may realise that 'Oh actually I don't have to miss you so much and you're just some fucking jerk.' But seriously, if that really happens, I hope that it happens now. Oh well. I'm still missing you, I'm still loving you. I lost my whole world and my whole world is you. If I know any ways to get back to how we used to, I will do anything just for that to happen... I guess its too late. Its a fact that you don't love me anymore.

I miss you so much, kill me please.

I feel so.... Useless. I think I'm weak and I don't know how to handle such problems. Should be.... I never met such problems before... Sigh.... Why ah why.... I will be there for you no matter what happens. I love you.