The weather is bad, so is my mood today

Cool, windy, cloudy. Isn't that great? Well, it seems to be a bad weather to me. My mood suck to the core today. I don't know why and I just can't be bothered. Yeah yeah, I fail. Okay, whatever. Like I care??? I don't give a damn about anything around me now. Just feel like rotting around without thinking what I'm actually doing. God give us what we deserve. Right? I'm a bit speechless here. Damn... I try not to use any vulgarities here. Why are human so.... Weird? Some people always says the opposite. It's so irritating. I don't like it when you ask someone a question, they say anything or sui bian. -.- So your answer is Yes? Or a No? Shit. If you don't give a damn, why should I? This is life... It sucks. It looks nice on the surface. But when you try to understand it, it's just shit. If you don't want to care, just leave it. I'm not a dog on the streets. When you're happy, you would pat on it's head and smile to it, it may be happy and wag it's tail back. When you're in a bad mood, you just ignore it. Effort paid off. I think I'm really trying. I'm running out of ideas. It's torturing me. Well, end it quick. Don't waste my time.